The Price of Time. A Novel By Dipjyoti Sharma Chapter 5
ACT
TWO
The Fire and the Family
Chapter 5: When the Building Talks, the City Listens
Shivaji Park —
Bandra — February 2020
It was Annapurna Bhen who first used the word 'affair.'
She did not say it directly, because she was not a
direct woman, she was a strategic one. She said it to Mrs. Kulkarni, who said
it to her cousin who lived in Bandra, who said it to someone at the temple in Dadar,
who happened to know a woman who supplied vegetables to the Malhotra household
in Bandra West.
The information arrived at the Malhotra household on a
Thursday afternoon, delivered by no one, carried by everyone, the way
information always travels in Mumbai: through the vast invisible web of people
who know people.
Sunita Malhotra heard it first. She heard it from the
vegetable supplier and she kept her face perfectly still and finished selecting
the coriander and paid and came inside and sat at the kitchen table for thirty
minutes.
Then she called her son.
Sunita: "Come home for
dinner tonight. Don't be late."
Arjun: "Ma, I
have—"
Sunita: "Come home for
dinner."
He knew that voice. He came home for dinner.
~ ~ ~
His father was not at dinner. His father was at a
supplier meeting and would not be back until ten. This, Arjun understood
immediately, was deliberate. His mother had arranged this conversation for two,
not three.
They ate. His mother served dal and sabzi and rice with
the same quiet care she brought to all domestic things, and she said nothing
until the plates were almost empty.
Sunita: "Tell me about
the architect lady."
He put down his spoon.
Arjun: "Ma—"
Sunita: "I am your
mother. Don't 'Ma' me like you're buying time. Tell me."
He told her. Not everything — not the Diwali balcony,
not what he had said — but the shape of it. That he had been spending time with
her. That she was unlike anyone he had met. That he respected her and he was—
he used the word 'fond,' which was so inadequate that even saying it made him
feel dishonest.
His mother listened with the attention she always gave
him, which was the best attention he had ever known. She did not interrupt. She
did not flinch.
Sunita: "She's
fifty."
Arjun: "Yes."
Sunita: "She's older
than me."
Arjun: "By two
years."
Sunita: "And she's a
widow."
Arjun: "Yes."
His mother was quiet. Outside, the Bandra traffic moved,
indifferent.
Sunita: "Do you know
what your father will do?"
Arjun: "Yes."
Sunita: "Do you know
what the families will say? What Kavya's in-laws will say? Kavya's marriage is
three months old, Arjun. Three months. And her brother is—"
Arjun: "Ma, nothing has
happened. We talk. We—"
Sunita: "Arjun. I am not
a fool. I know what 'we talk' means when someone's voice changes the way yours
did the moment I said her name."
He was silent.
Sunita: "Tell me
honestly. Do you love this woman?"
He looked at his mother. His mother who was forty-eight
and who had been married to a difficult man for twenty-five years with a grace
that he had understood, only recently, was not submission but an act of
continuous, complicated love.
Arjun: "I don't know
yet. But I know I could. I know she is — she's the only person I've met who
makes me feel like who I actually am is enough."
His mother's face did something complicated. He saw
something move through it — recognition, or grief, or something that was both.
Sunita: "That is a very
dangerous thing to feel about a person."
Arjun: "I know."
Sunita: "You father will
try to end this."
Arjun: "I know."
Sunita: "And I—"
she stopped. "I want you to be happy, beta. I have always wanted that. But
happy is not simple. It doesn't come without—" she gestured at the walls,
at the house, at everything they both understood the walls contained. "It
doesn't come without cost."
She cleared the plates. The conversation was over. He
went to his room and sat on his bed and looked at his phone and then put it
down and picked up a pen and wrote, and what he wrote was very good, though he
could not have said why until much later.
To be Continued .......................
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